just hopeful

Ever heard of Yolanda Adams? A gospel singer who sings about everything about being a christian, about Jesus, God and being hopeful as a child of God...I like hyer songs and they are very encouraging. Even if your are not a christian but has got to a certain point in your life where you feel like giving up, well then she is the right woman to listen to. Open up my heart, still I rise and never give up are some of my favourite.

As rational human beings, we all have choices. The choice to love or hate, the choice to hurt someone or make them happy, the choice to respect or disrespect others, the choice to be cruel or nice and a lot more. But what I am wondering is the choice of being stupid..is it something that is bound to happen in life or we make choices for being stupid.?I mean nobody just wake up one early morning and decides to a fool...maybe others do but I have never thought of doing that...Being nice on the other hand, well it isnt an obligatory but it is very human to be nice to others and ourselves. The benefit of it..well I dont know..all I know is it feels good to be nice or do nice deeds. I am trying to get to a point, due to what I experienced this morning...

Have you ever been in a situation where you feel like, "enough is enough"?I have..so many times...but the way I am to nice, I just give in and dont react like I am supposed to. I dont think i will classify myself to be stupid, I just happen to have a huge big and kind heart. I dont know how some people do it..I mean of not showing their consciuos...I dont have the guts of being cruel or hurting someone...well maybe I can hurt someone but not intentionally.

Our choices to love is somehow not limited but can be limited if the person we love is not the person we thought could be...when we dont limit ourselves after everything we have thought of this person, does it make us stupid or blindfolded..? well maybe both...we become blindfolded beacuse of our stupidity, and because we are at times stupid, we are blindfolded...but all I know is love is one powerful experience to deal with...both warm and cold...bitter but sweet...I wonder how this is possible...

The statement I heard this morning was like a long time coming..i guess I needed a push for that...it felt like I was being spoken to by somebody through signs...this is so not the first time that i have seen a couple of signs that yells at me...but my hard headed brain refuses to grasp that...it isnt stupidity...its love and my big heart once again....I could go on and on and probably not sound logical..but all the same...we as rational human beings are full of mistakes..and we learn from it everyday...Love is just love...its something that is hard to grasp...I have tried not to...;)..and I am beginning to feel like love is inevitable...

just this one thing that got us all tripping...hehhe..u know it ain a lie;)

Just imargin, being pregnant...at a young age..well first of all if that isnt what you want, you freak out..having all sorts of ideas in your head..figuring out whether to get rid of it or keep it..oh shoot..what are your family going to say??well forget about friends or school...you are definitely going to be a drop out..but hey you get through it eventually right..maybe after nine months when the little one arrives and everyone seeing how adorable it is (he or she)...your parents become grand parents..and if you live at home, they will probably take care of the baby, whiles you start afresh...note the changes...your new born baby becomes the new you for your parents...raising children is like being on a trial...if it doesn go well with a kid, the parent has lost..so this will be like a new trial for your parents to raise up your child and bring him or her in the appropriate manner so they dont end up like you...word...you life is messed up...though you didn commit a crime...you just gave birth at an early age...well well, it all end up well eventually...somethings does...

Now dropping out of school...well you can always pick it up at where you started...or probably start with something else...I mean you are still young and there is plenty of opportunities..oh no..not for you if you are living in a development country...to make it brief..your life is ruined..unless you come from a family with a top job or something...either way..all turn out well...you might get help from somewhere...maybe from a good samaritan..well i wonder if there is one nowadays..if you ask me where all the good deeds and people have gone..i will tell you they are all on survival camps...trying to survive and havent got enough time to care for others...all the same...dont worry be happy...

yeh i know..im just babling around...but wait, i will get to the point...im just warming up with some boring notes...

My point this morning is...life is full of shit...or wait a minute...is it people that is full of shit or life? i mean life was there before we came...then I guess peop....ok wait..how about life is a trial? well more like it...we will always rise when storms comes our way of life..well at times we do...and at times we dont even bother..ok not like we dont give a damn anymore...we just end up not knowing which way to go again...well if only we see the way though..really hard...But i have come to realise something...it has always been only one thing that got us tripping all the time...we have been there before when we were teenagers..well it was just a puppy thing that we played with..but growing up with it later on, and understanind the fruitful and its excitment, it carries us like waves...and you know how dangerous waves are...but yet it is really fun when surfing...in that case we are all surfers..who are bound to fall in the sea once in a life time...but we still rise up....

a couple of times, i will meet up with some friends, we have dinner, we chat and we laugh...now mind you...these are friends who has come a long way with their education, very smart, have good hearts and very pretty too...now what else...on top of all they are good girls...hard to find good girls nowadays...we always talk about everything, from politics to globalisation, to our life in europe and to the one we use to have back home in Africa...and then the issue diverts to the direction of the big L....well i wouldnt say all of us have been having bad luck when it comes to that...its just not the time yet...if things were to happen at the same time to everybody, don you think it would have been very boring...?anyways, it got pretty funny when one of my friends said;

"we seem to have everything under control, whether family school, friends. but it is just only one thing that is very hard to understand..its like we cant control its direction. we know what we want to do in the furture when growning up, we seem to follow it and ends up in the university..and if we dont like the course we have chosen, we switch right away without any problem...but love...love is something else"

Some of my friends will probably think they have been cursed...well i do think of that sometimes...especially when down to the road has been like going down to the smelly river side to get some water that I am totaly aware will make me sick and send me to my bed for days...it hurts...and it gets to a certain point when you dont even feel the pain again cos you force your self to ignore it...the worse thing is when you dont even know why it hurts because no one is there to tell you why...but what makes things settle is when you are aware of the pain from the very beginning..it kind of prepare you for what is coming next...and that is when you stand still and tall...breaking up the waves and surfing through the wind..making it feel like the wave is actually the one throwing out the white flag....

A very good friend of mine told me that love has it ways of dealing with us human beings...and it is the will of God...and that things happens for a reason..when love hurts, it is probably a sign of making you awrae of it..preparing you and giving you the teachings of it...love is happiness and pain in one...sometimes it is happiness first and then the pain comes after....its a cirlce of love...through happiness, we know that love exist..and through the pain we know love exists...and the next time we come across love again..and it is very real..we appreciate it...and it appreciate us as well...but all the same..it is just this one thing that got us all tripping...and we always rise up..always...

likestilling overalt!!!

Ifølge adressa idag har Sverige begynt å ta i bruk nye skilt på veien som viser en kvinne i gang feltet. Greit jeg er ikke feministisk, men jeg synes dette går for langt. Hvorfor skal man legge merke til alt i verden? kanskje vi skal heller begynne å behandle folk med ulike farge på likt i alt. Jeg hadde hørt om dette da jeg gikk på videregående at det burde også vært en kvinne på disse skilt også videre. Jeg ble ikke interessert i dette, for etter min mening var dette unødvendig..og så ser jeg dette i avisen idag? har du sett på maken?. Skilte ser så rart ut.

Jeg har aldri lagt merke til disse skilt med menn på, når jeg skal krysse av gata, fokusere meg heller på å krysse av veien og passe på å bli påkjørt..greit nok at dette er viktig for noen...men håper virkelig at norge ikke tar følger svenskenes spor...

Da jeg studert i london, nemlig race, ethnicity and communication, diskuterte vi ofte om likestilling og diskriminering, for å være presis da..vi analyserte en del serier fra fjernsyn, og fikk resultaten kom frem at visse serier er for mørke og hvite...merkelig for alle disse serier for hvite var mine favorit. ja da, noen som legge merke til visse ting og andre ikke...jeg kom på en artikkel som hadde skrevet at friends, ja friends serier som alle liker har få mørke skuespillerer...vel jeg hadde aldri lagt merke til dette...for jeg har altid vært for opptatt med humør...

Going back to the time when a horse was a transportation!

Mayor Rita Ottervik, our own mayor from the labour party, I only have one word for you and your colleagues, WHY?...on behalf of Trondheim, I think we are considering a break up for promising and failing to fulfil it, and we don't think this relationship is going anywhere. We know it was hard for you to accept this decision, but unfortunately we are not buying your sympathy.

A new congestion payment has been set up for the next coming year through Okstadbakken in Trondheim. The payment along with other seven stations will be used in financing transport networks like a new bridge at Sluppen, roads and other enviromental projects for the next 15 years. The plan for the project has not yet been confirmed, though the counselor has proposals for the projects. When living in London, I can recall very well how the congestion payment was embraced when it was extended in some cities in London in the year 2007. It was not really well embraced though no one had a choice than to pay for these charges.

Norway is world known for its congestion charge system. I have to include the fact that Norwegians are good citizens with their aim focused on toiling for a better state.What I have learnt is that, congestion pricing or charging is a system of surcharging users of transport network in periods of peak to reduce traffic congestion. These charges does not affect the public transport. However, there are many people who rely on private transportation rather than the one of the public.

Yes I don't have a licence but that does not stop me from expressing my opinion. If anybody ask me, a few kroners is nothing at all if comptarede to what the public is going to benefit in return. It is funding a project for a better transport network in the society and a very good investment too. The problem here is the principle of labour party promising and failing. I do not belong to any political party and I dont intend to join one either as I have the tendency of being too personal sometimes. The charges are for good deeds, but I am beginning to be sceptic, and yes politically with no one but the governing party....

once upon a time, i have bought my first reflex camera

Just when i have bought my first reflex digital Camera, I have all of a sudden started showing ineterest in objects. I wouldnt mind standing out in the cold for many hours to capture these objects and view it from the eyes of uncle canon 1000d..yes that is model. it has got good critics, and it isnt a bad tool for a new beginner. I think after time goes by I might consider changing my name to Weston..just cracking a joke...I am all of a sudden interested in buildings, and different sort of landscape...oh yes i just discovered the nature...amusing but true. Ever since I got canon i dont walk with my eyes fixed on one direction. I focus on capturing views and objects...it isnt a miracle...i just got myself a camera and have discovered a hobby besides listening to music...

let the game begin...practice makes man perfect..

All hail, Emma Tallulah

Just when you think Apple or Saraphina Rose are strange names. Well think twice. How about Emma Tallulah? Imargin your child going to school and introducing herself as Emma Tallulah. Is it just me or the name kind of sound odd? I mean there are no laws or rules that forbids odd names. Why not Emma Tallulah! It is nothing compared to the one of Adolf Hitler Campbell. I have never heard of the name Tallulah before, but thank God for the movie cool runnings, the first time I ever heard of this name.

Our beloved princess Martha Louise and her husband have decided to name their lovely daughter Emma Tallulah. Emma is a lovely name, Tallulah on the contrary is something else. Do not mistake me for my opinion if it sound a bit mean. I really hope Emma will want to be called Emma T when she starts speaking. I really hope so. Just imargin having sisters with names like Angelica Maud and Leah Isadora and you being Emma Tallulah. It just doesnt sound fair. But dear, we live in a free country.

what the h....

vanligvis leser jeg nyhter hver morgen før jeg fortsetter med dagensoppgaver...igår hadde jeg det travelt og skulle springe til bussen før jeg kommer for sein...men jeg kunnne ikke la være da jeg hørte at skatteetaten skal nå publisere hvor mye folk har tjent i de siste årene...

rett og slett det dumeste jeg har hørt og sett...

rett og slett unødvendig....