The heart that desires for a wish..

Its not like I believe everything I read in these gossip magazines...but for the fun of it..and knowing the fact that things actually are not that perfect in paradise..

why not..I would love to read them..it's not like I enjoy reading about somebody's else's miserable life...I dont..but at times it feels ok to know that someone out there is wearing the same shoes as u are!A nyways..enough about that...

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This is probably not any news to some of us...but after reading in one of the magazines about my beloved Mr. and Mrs Beckham's plan on having a daughter..apparently, they are on a "special dieting"...I just didnt know how to take this..cos first of all, It seems like we like playing God at times...play with the universe and all that....but then I kind of started seeing this in a different angle..now mind that we are all not perfect..and I am not in the possition to say who is wrong or right..whether Posh Beckham's plan on having a daughter is like playing the creator itself...The whole thing just make me realise what a desire really means to other people...you set your aims and you go for it..no matter the cost...

Its such a shame that some people's desire is of no good...

Good luck to the Becks with their plan...!This plan coming true will definitely put a smile on Victoria's face...

maybe i'm just living on the wrong planet

I woke up this morning, thinking hmm...i finished with my course work..so now i guess my summer holidays starts at this moment..well not that i have any plans of going overseas or something...

As my everyday routine, I normally check my mail and local news from my city very often...one of the news was about weather this summer..we all know what the climate has become of lately...i wonder whos fault that could be...next to the "summer weather news" was how one could get a flat stomach and a summer shape to fit in the bikini...now ain that a lovely news...more of related news which followed after Britney in her Bikini was "dieting"...well of celebrities...I just wondered...what ever happend to this normal size..?? oh i know...its called size Zero for the moment..wont be suprised of what it'll turn out to be over a period of time...Some time ago I read in the news papers, think it was london lite or so..an article on how officially fat you are if you are size 38/40..which is like size 10/12 Britain size, if i calculated right..This might sound strange, for someone like me coming from and growing up in a non western country...cos when growing up, u were bullied if u had the "size zero" factor..either u were suffering of some sort of disease or u did not have enough food at home...

I saw Tyra Banks on America's next top Model, and she was looking nice, bodied and sexy. I was not a big fun of Tyra Banks, but I just loved her from that moment...I even admired her more when she was on cnn...Tyra has now lost 13kilos...news has it now..

Perhaps I might be living on the wrong planet...I mean since I cant get to figure out why all these dieting..I just dont get it..why cant we be ok with the way we are...?...Help!!!